Today, marked the day where i lose all of myself shattered into pieces while scream agonizingly in silence inside my own world where nobody can reach except the Almighty.
i lose her.
"we made a promise" she said.
by the time being, i was destroyed by the words.
slicing and stabbing slowly my hope, confidence, bravery, loyalty.
asked her, "what about me?"
she replied, "we never discuss about that"
i died.
after 3 years of waiting.
its actually waiting to be killed and died in horror.
she added on, "there's nothing to grieve about it, you should enjoy your life."
frankly, i died.
i died.
Love.
that is the real treatment for people like me should have.
tho it is hard to get,
hard to fight,
but it is the only cure
Thank you for staying.
Thank you RN.
- o
Being stoned head is much better then antidepressants as its soothes me well.
